April 1 – Samuel R. Delany, Aye, and Gomorrah…
“"Yes." She looked down. I glanced to see the expression she was hiding. It was a smile. "
You have your glorious, soaring life—and you have us." Her face came up. She glowed. "You spin in the sky, the world spins under you, and you step from land to land, while we . . ." She turned her head right, left, and her black hair curled and uncurled on the shoulder of her coat. "We have our dull, circled lives, bound in gravity, worshiping you!" She looked back at me. "Perverted, yes? In love with a bunch of corpses in free fall!" Suddenly she hunched her shoulders. "I don't like having a free-fall-sexual-displacement complex."”
Excellent approach for this month!
Taking the italicized portion of the quote above for my inspiration. I don't know if I've mentioned it on previous posts, but I had a summer job in the late 80s reading fan mail for a few people. My mom was a teacher, and one of the parents of her students ran fan clubs and needed summer help going through a backlog of letters. So we'd get the mail and either send back a generic response (Thanks for the mail, I can't respond to everything, but join my fan club!), or for the ones that were a little more 'concerning' we'd send those letters to security / legal.
One of those artists I read fan mail for was Michael Jackson. Needless to say, he got some interesting mail. Lots of Billie Jeans, lots of general fan mail, but also a fair amount of people obsessed with him. I recall one person who would send 7-8 of the same letter every day, same words on each line, but written in different color ink so you knew they hand wrote and mailed it multiple times. The italicized text above reminds me of them, putting someone they don't know on such an unattainable pedestal and not being able to separate the artist from the art. I can only hope that this person was able to move past this and live life for themselves, and not through someone else.
Michael Jackson ~ Off The Wall