so then why am i feeling emotionally bleh with music and why do i download the FLACs instead of the MP3s when its more space on my computer (not to mention buying vinyl when it mostly sounds the same as an MP3 and just feels better).. my overthinking brain wonders "what is bottlenecking me from being able to hear things so good everyone loves it, are my headphones trash or are they good, would i benefit from a DAC or am i doing nothing, can i really not hear over 12 khz, are my headphones dying, why am i mentally bored by this stuff.. it cant be because i made stupid challenges of listening to a shit ton of music most i barely wanna listen to"...
i also probably am pissed because i sold what was probably a good quality copy of pet sounds so i could buy an analogue productions pet sounds that probably wont sound any different.