9. Where Is Her Head - fuck yeah. I love this song. It stood out so much when I first listened to the record (the leak). Matt should be a bit more forward at the beginning I think, but it still works nicely. Great opening and just great movement throughout the entire song. The way the lyrics match the instrumentals is amazing. It does feel like it constantly ramping up, and I love that about it. Also the sound, the different voices, the fast lyrics...it all matches that anxiety brain that The National do so well, I think. Definitely an atypical National track, but I love that. It sounds so different, chaotic in a way. How the fuck does this play live? I mean, maybe they won't, but I want to see what it's like.
10. Not In Kansas - this is my favorite song on the record. It's so simple, in a sense, being that it's mostly a repeated guitar line and Matt rattling off a bunch of ideas. But this right here is probably the album centerpiece, and ultimately one I just can't help but absolutely love. Definitely a lyric-focused song. Some of my favorites: "Ohio's in a downward spiral / I can't go back there anymore / Since alt-right opium went viral" and the entire second verse, especially "I'm binging hard on Annette Bening / I'm listening to R.E.M. again / Begin The Begin over and over" - then those guest vocalist come in. Gail's too high in the mix I think. sorry, I just don't love her voice. But this is a really nice moment. Also... "My mother needs an army / But I'm leaving home and I'm scared that I won't / Have the balls to punch a Nazi / Father, what is wrong with me?" - LOVE. God I just can't express how much I love unhinged, stream-of-consciousness Matt. That's why this song works for me. I gravitate to his voice and the lyrics a lot when I listen to the band, so this is like a big gift. I can't unpack everything, but just know: this rules.
11. So Far So Fast - wow, barely any Matt on this one. The music is nice, the vocals work too (cause Lisa Hannigan). But...I mean...I can't help but miss his voice here for a large part of it. I know so many reviews have and will say how this album is great because of all the collaboration, but forgive me for wanting the lead singer of the band to really be present all the way through. Like, I feel like the critical consensus is: The National are really changing it up and that's good because we were sick of what they were doing (even though they weren't). But...I mean, this is a pleasant track. Lisa is amazing in general, perhaps I'm being too bitter right now. There are some electronic bits that come right out of another song on Sleep Well Beast, but I can't place it at the moment. But, I do wish Matt sang this as lead all the way through. If he did, I feel I'd connect more. Maybe it'll grow on me
12. Dust Swirls In Strange Light - strange track - disparate images sung by a youth choir - it is weird. And I don't know how to feel about it yet. But there's something very emotional about it. It ties to the short film directly, so it's making me think of that. But at the same time, it makes me feel nostalgic for my own past. Memory is a big factor on this track, and the film, and as a general concept that totally works for me. But this is a song I can't place my finger on yet. Coming right after a track that had little Matt, having another with absolutely no Matt...agh I don't know...it doesn't feel right. However, this almost works like an interlude, and in that sense it does carry us nicely into the last bit of the album...
13. Hairpin Turns - I had no idea what to make of this when it was released as a single. It didn't do much for me. But it's honestly grown on me. And I like where it is in the track listing. It's still an odd little song, The beats/drums are almost at odds with the piano bits, but that's kinda why I like it now. It's strange. It's almost against itself, even the way Matt slowly sings is not natural, so it gives this uneasy feeling. But then the chorus is beautiful. Not a favorite, but it does feel like on of those late album tracks (like Pink Rabbits) where I don't know what to make of it just yet, but eventually it'll grow on me.
14. Rylan - I've been waiting sooo long to hear the studio version (finally did the other day with the leak) and holy shit does it live up to the wait. From its sparse start to what it is now...I just love the evolution. And this, right here, I don't care what anyone says, is one of the best tracks on the album. Is that my familiarity with it? I don't know. I think it stands apart from that. it just HITS. Everything is on point here, every note placed in the perfect position, Matt's voice finally totally in your ears once again - the lyrics...it does feel like an older National song (cause it is, duh), but it works here. I love it so much. I can't wait to see it live and scream along to it. I will feel it all. That "Rylan, California's rotten" part is SO GOOD. GOD I LOVE IT. Anyway, this song is oddly incredibly nostalgic for me. It reminds me of a close friend (whose friendship flourished as this first was teased way back when) as well as falling in love with my current girlfriend (six years ago) - it represents this period in my life I just feel strongly within me. It's attached to me, and I can't help but champion it. Thank you, The National.
15. Underwater - another instrumental interlude - but it bleeds perfectly from Rylan into the closer. Not much to say, other than I do think it's necessary to bridge the gap between Rylan and Light Years, which are so different.
16. Light Years - other than Rylan (released today as a single), this was the one that stuck the most to me. I just melted when I heard it. It made me feel so much, especially with the video. Yet, it also put me in a funk for at least a day. I felt kinda weirdly sad (can't explain the true feeling exactly). It still makes me feel a lot. i love it. Whatever people think, I don't know. But for me, it's one of those perfect National ballads. I will say, as a closer it kinda works, kinda doesn't. It feels weird after Rylan and then this and it's short and then the album ends. But, I still love it a lot. It just maybe should be a smidge longer, I don't know? It feels like an abrupt ending.
Sorry for this. Had to do it. My opinion will change on many things as I really dive into this album. But I look forward to it. I cannot say how I'd rank this or anything like that. What's my overall opinion? I definitely need more time to process. But...there's a lot to love here. And a lot to get used to. it's a weird album in the chronology of The National. It's gonna take a bit to fully wrap my head around, I think