Black Lives Matter

Well, my DC budget post was before I read through the rest. And now it seems callous. I apologize.
I think your budget post is valid where is the money going and what are they using it for is important.

Did you see where the entire Buffalo City Riot police squad of 57 officers resigned in protest after a couple cops were suspend while they investigate a horrific video of them shoving a 75 year-old protestor causing him to hit his head so hard on the cement that the guy had blood coming out of his ears and then instead of checking on him the just stepped over him and continued to “protect” the city? On one hand that is crazy they would all decide THIS is the issue they feel they need to protest but on the other hand, that is probably a good way to clear out a lot of the problem officers without much issue. Like, don’t let the door hit ya on the way out, shitheads!
 
I think your budget post is valid where is the money going and what are they using it for is important.

Did you see where the entire Buffalo City Riot police squad of 57 officers resigned in protest after a couple cops were suspend while they investigate a horrific video of them shoving a 75 year-old protestor causing him to hit his head so hard on the cement that the guy had blood coming out of his ears and then instead of checking on him the just stepped over him and continued to “protect” the city? On one hand that is crazy they would all decide THIS is the issue they feel they need to protest but on the other hand, that is probably a good way to clear out a lot of the problem officers without much issue. Like, don’t let the door hit ya on the way out, shitheads!
Yep. There Are No Good Cops: Exhibit Z
 
PART 2


I know there's a lot to unpack with all of this and I don't know if my presence is beneficial or not. My guess is that it is NOT; at least, as far as particular aims are concerned. On one hand, a group of white people discussing what they believe people of color must feel or what it must be like and analyzing us like an alien autopsy is not only cringe-inducing to me, but also the root of all of the problems in the first place. This deals with human nature, as much as anything exclusively racial, because those who are sincere will listen and those with egos who don't will always speak. So, if that one woman who was touting her "work" over my experience wasn't checked, a lot of people would have looked to her as the expert and been taken down a very dangerous path of good intentions. Their humility and her hubris is a dangerous combination.

So... as far as intentions, the black boxes on Tuesday were about intentions and a lot of people pull the "don't push allies away" card, when I questioned if it was actually hurting the cause more than helping. They want me to know that the gesture means something. The question is to who? To who does it means something? I could literally show people that when they posted it a child dies and some of them would still stand behind their intentions. I'm talking effects and results, and those who are real about shit will just respond with, "Sorry. I see what you're saying and I didn't mean to do that." and then try to be aware enough to fix it. A lot of people removed their hashtags to help. Again, they don't know what to do. It's confusing. So, I'm gonna leave this thread, and I'm going to leave with this: if you don't know what to do, listening is a good start. A lot of us have been telling you. And the reason that I said this is a trap is because, since we've been speaking forever with no one listening, it can seems very positive, if not exciting, that people are listening now. So, while it isn't our responsibility, when someone asks, there is a compulsion to want to help and want to explain and be willing to. When you put that out there and do that and it's dismissed.. fuck it. Why waste the fucking energy?

As far as this Skip Bayless shit goes, the intention might be cheeky, but it's not cheeky to me. It's something I tried to contribute and the response was literally, "no need to watch this. It's guaranteed to be a bad take and a waste of time." And what's sure to follow is what always follows, an explanation of intention, with no acknowledgment of the results. And that's why I'm out, because it's not productive. Nobody in here wants to feel lectured by my presence, but, anyone in here who feels lost and continues down this path to understanding in this area, will ultimately discover that the response of feeling lectured or defensive, is a HUGE component to this.

As minorities, we know we are the minority. And just like I'm forced to spend my life making sure that other people are comfortable with my existence around them, they are aware that, because of that established dynamic, they don't ever really have to feel like they are required to do the same for me. An excuse for why you do something, is nothing more than an excuse for why you should have been able to do it and why you should be able to continue. It's a lot different than, "Sorry. I was making a bad joke about Skip Bayless, because I don't like the guy, but I didn't mean to dismiss your post. I checked it out and it's actually really informative stuff others might find value in." Other people can benefit from what's in there and this thread isn't like others... or, maybe it is. I'm not the one who made it, after all, so I can't speak to its intentions. I can, however, speak on the fact that, as a minority, once the white cavalry starts showing up to defend something, just because I express how something struck me negatively -- basically, defending the right to reject awareness, or consideration -- that shit goes Deliverance vibes really quick, and I'm hopping the fuck out.

On the VMP forum there was once a situation where someone mentioned how the term "people of color" wasn't one that they particularly enjoyed. I didn't want to leave them hanging, when I feel the same way, so I let them know that I wasn't a big fan of the term, either. Right then, @Tillman chimed in to state that he didn't mean any disrespect by using it, but he didn't know what term was best, and asked if there was something better. There was no argument. I told him that it's a difficult situation and most of us don't really know either. It might be the best we've got. I still really appreciate that and remember. I knew the intention was good and I appreciated him even giving a shit. We resolved it before there was anything to even resolve. It was a fruitful conversation among human beings. I can't remember who came in next, but they decided to let all the black and brown people know that it's an agreed upon term to use and they had several articles written by white intellectuals and history to prove it. Someone just couldn't help themselves and NEEDED their voice to be in a conversation. I asked them not to resurrect an evil zombie that was already put down, but our feelings and voices always take a back seat and were drown out. They wouldn't let it go. More and more people decided to discuss us around us, to speak with us in that space, but not acknowledge our actual feelings or presence. They stared around trying to crack a riddle, while we were telling them the answer. We were told that the conversation deserved to continue. It was a ROTM guess thread.

And that's what I realize now in just typing that. This is a white space. It's a space for you and you have a right to that. And so, in the end, I'm actually apologizing... again. But, sincerely. I'm not trying to come lecture you in your space, but here's where I lay out my intention -- and I'm sure that you can understand my confusion -- but I mistakenly thought I saw a place for brown voices, so I wandered in.
huh? what did I just get dragged into? do I need to hide in a bunker?!?
 
I think your budget post is valid where is the money going and what are they using it for is important.

Did you see where the entire Buffalo City Riot police squad of 57 officers resigned in protest after a couple cops were suspend while they investigate a horrific video of them shoving a 75 year-old protestor causing him to hit his head so hard on the cement that the guy had blood coming out of his ears and then instead of checking on him the just stepped over him and continued to “protect” the city? On one hand that is crazy they would all decide THIS is the issue they feel they need to protest but on the other hand, that is probably a good way to clear out a lot of the problem officers without much issue. Like, don’t let the door hit ya on the way out, shitheads!

The man was trying to return a helmet to them. And those 57 showed their true colors. It's unreal.
Yep. There Are No Good Cops: Exhibit Z

You mean exhibit zzzzzzzz? We've had to go through the alphabet too many times by now.
 
huh? what did I just get dragged into? do I need to hide in a bunker?!?

Don't hide. we're having really good conversations in here that are going to effect positive change in each of us.
My initial thought is the NFL Commish and owners can fuck right off but also take a deep breath and concede it’s better late than never I suppose, maybe now they can stop colluding and give Kap a fair shot to earn a roster spot.

Yep, they can fuck ALL the way off. And then go find more ways and fuck off of them too.

Immediately hire kap back. Immediately admit guilt to colluding and pay the judgment. Immediately donate MILLIONS to BLM. Immediately end stadium contracts with police.

Then come back and try that apology again, goodell, you clown.
 
As we enter another weekend under curfew here in the Twin Cities, soon to be lifted, I can't help but wonder where this is all leading. I know things are happening outside of my city but it also feels a little bit like the situation here has gotten lost in the shuffle.

It's difficult not to be suspicious of all of the people trying to say and do whatever they perceive is the right thing. I appreciate that the police, the people not wanting to choose sides, and the people brainwashed by good ol' American propaganda are continuing to be exposed for what they are. I'm seeing some positive ideas being put forth but I also see people dividing themselves into factions, as they tend to do, and a lot of people continuing to be extremely disinterested or hostile to those ideas. If anything real is going to come out of any of this, people are going to need to be a lot more resilient, a lot more persistent, a lot more willing, and a lot more creative.
 
Mayor Muriel Bowser had Black Lives Matter painted on the road leading toward the White House. As my colleague @abbydphillip put it, @MayorBowser is not playing games.



I’ve just been skimming this thread so apologies if it’s already been pointed out, but as a DC resident I’m a little heated and need to vent. This is a performance stunt for a number of reasons:

1) DC continues to follow stop and frisk policy. The city has dragged their feet with releasing data, but the numbers the public has seen reveals that 70% of those stopped are black.

2) The overall budget being hashed out right now is reduced as a whole (due to COVID so understandable) but every agency is being reduced except for the police (which is actually getting an increase). This includes affordable housing and violence prevention programs. In the past, the chief of police has said “the biggest contributor to excessive force is underfunding.” Which is totally totally cool given the excessive force we’ve seen during the protests.

3) DC is absolutely not transparent about police shootings. I don’t feel like getting myself more worked up so if you get a chance read up on D’Quan Young.

4) And finally, the holy grail of government endorsed solutions for change: elections. Let me tell you how the recent curfew royally fucked the local election.

Curfew was 7pm but the polls (already reduced from over a 140 to 20 due to COVID) closed at 8pm. But the Mayor ensured us that voting was an essential activity and exempt. So there was no need to worry about the police incorrectly enforcing an order. Cause that’s never happened, right?

On top of all this, the election board had been overwhelmed with mail in ballot requests and straight up didn’t send a ton. So between the reduced poll stations, lack of mail in ballots, and increased interest in voting, the lines lasted past midnight.

Unsurprisingly, the police tried to announce to some polling stations that the curfew was in effect and people needed to leave. Poll station workers quickly corrected but who knows how many people left after lines closed and couldn’t vote afterwards.

And the most insane part? Because of the curfew, the metro and buses were closed. So throughout the night we had residents walking home hoping they wouldn’t get stopped by police/random federal agents and potentially arrested just for practicing their civil duty.

So yeah, until Mayor Bowser actually enacts some change this is just a performance stunt.
 
I think your budget post is valid where is the money going and what are they using it for is important.

Did you see where the entire Buffalo City Riot police squad of 57 officers resigned in protest after a couple cops were suspend while they investigate a horrific video of them shoving a 75 year-old protestor causing him to hit his head so hard on the cement that the guy had blood coming out of his ears and then instead of checking on him the just stepped over him and continued to “protect” the city? On one hand that is crazy they would all decide THIS is the issue they feel they need to protest but on the other hand, that is probably a good way to clear out a lot of the problem officers without much issue. Like, don’t let the door hit ya on the way out, shitheads!
To be clear, they didn't resign from the police force, just from the "emergency response team" or whatever. Would be a lot better if they had!
 
I think your budget post is valid where is the money going and what are they using it for is important.

Did you see where the entire Buffalo City Riot police squad of 57 officers resigned in protest after a couple cops were suspend while they investigate a horrific video of them shoving a 75 year-old protestor causing him to hit his head so hard on the cement that the guy had blood coming out of his ears and then instead of checking on him the just stepped over him and continued to “protect” the city? On one hand that is crazy they would all decide THIS is the issue they feel they need to protest but on the other hand, that is probably a good way to clear out a lot of the problem officers without much issue. Like, don’t let the door hit ya on the way out, shitheads!
I must have missed the 57 resigning, but they resigned because the other officers were disciplined? and not because the shoved an elderly man to the ground??!!

Bruh. What kind of backwards ass world are we living in...
 
I had off yesterday so was able to march on day 8 of protest marches through the city. It's so powerful getting involved in these things, and so great to see people of all ages and races getting involved in one of the most segregated cities in the country. Luckily I didn't get into any of the tear gas/rubber bullet confrontations yet that are still happening nightly in all this here.
Also...Flannery the protest pig made it out.
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Thank you for the reminder.

Also - Just Mercy was made available to stream for free. I think via several outlets. I found it on Amazon Prime.
We watched Just Mercy the other night as well. It's also free on the Apple TV app if anybody has that. Bryan Stevenson, the lawyer that Just Mercy is about, is interviewed in The 13th as well. I recommend both. I might recommend watching the 13th first since it helps to provide a lot of context about the prison system.
 
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