I’m not trying to be condescending but at your age I was a student in dorms and was running a discman with a shitty set of active speakers that cost me £15. The emotion and connection came from the music itself, not any kind of depth or detail from the system. Look for your connection in the songs and albums. As I’ve got older I’ve been able to afford more expensive and detailed systems that have pulled more out of the recordings, which I love, but the emotion and connection still comes from the songs themselves and would still be there if I was listening to them through an old transistor radio,